Thursday, September 04, 2014

Good night, Samuel.


" Mighty god, creator and destroyer, whose love binds us in an eternal embrace.
Today, we ask you to welcome a new life to your bosom as we welcome into ours.
To nurture and protect the seedling, so that it may grow roots, in the most stony of soils and bear lush fruit and thereby remind us that though our lives maybe hard, as when we struggle to accept the sadness that is one part our lot, so too do we embrace the joy.
For every ending brings a new beginning as surely as spring follows winter, thus in the face of adversity we are heartened to renew our spirit, reclaim our course.

[ SCREAMING WOMAN ]

We all taste the power, in the glory. Oh god !

[ SCREAMING NEW BORN ]

In your love, that consecrates us all.
...
For your's is a promise, of life everlasting on these worlds and on the worlds hereafter.
So say we all !!! "


- Quoted From [ Caprica | 2009-2010| ]

Tuesday, May 21, 2013

Higgs boson, Couldn't find a creative enough name at this time so let's leave it mystical with humility


"You know when I was a student at IIT, Bombay, just to what I used to do, I had my M.Sc maths phew !!!! ( shoos away as insignificant ). It is not an easy course, it was a tough program. So, I had my Masters in Maths. I used to teach Art of Living, I used to have to have my MS Maths, yea?, I used to play competition level Piano, I used to write produce and direct my own plays. Yes?, and I used to have time to sleep in the afternoon.
If you do Maths you don't have labs in the afternoon. You can sleep Yea!
All these things and there will be no problems.
OK, now this is a where the choice comes. 
How much time?
How much effort?
How much money are you willing to invest?

To get the life you want to get to?

Or

Would you rather compromise and be it the life that you have ?
There is nothing wrong, you are fairly successful, fairly good family, Life is good right ?

BUT it can be excellent"

- Quoted From [ Youtube - BAWA -Technology Of Spirituality Full | Uploaded on 28 Jun 2011 by AumShivayNamah| ]

Peace comes from within, probably because to a living being within is all there is. Where else could it come from ? Thanks to a Great man.


I have so much to accomplish today that I must meditate for two hours instead of one " - Quoted By [ Mahatma Gandhi | 2 October 1869 - 30 January 1948 (aged 78)]

Monday, March 25, 2013

The endless "No" to his question. Who ? God ?



This has been a story about people who were punished entirely too much for what they did. I loved them all. Here is a list, to whom I dedicate my love: 

To Gaylene, deceased 
To Ray, deceased 
To Francy, permanent psychosis 
To Kathy, permanent brain damage 
To Jim, deceased 
To Val, massive permanent brain damage 
To Nancy, permanent psychosis 
To Joanne, permanent brain damage 
To Maren, deceased 
To Nick, deceased 
To Terry, deceased 
To Dennis, deceased 
To Phil, permanent pancreatic damage 
To Sue, permanent vascular damage 
To Jerri, permanent psychosis and vascular damage ...and so forth In memoriam. 

These were comrades whom I had; There are no better. They remain in my mind, and the enemy will never be forgiven. The "enemy" was their mistake in playing. Let them play again, in some other way, and let them be happy


- Philip K Dick

A Scanner Darkly written by Philip K Dick , directed by Richard Linklater | 2006|  Ending credits]

Sunday, January 04, 2009

Imagine how liberating it would be to live a life free of all the mind numbing social niceties.

" Spoken like a true circle queen.
See, the skinny socially privileged white people get to draw this neat little circle.
Everyone inside the circle is normal and everyone outside the circle should be
beaten, broken and reset so they can be brought into the circle. Failing that they should be institutionalized or worse pitied"


- Dr Gregory House

[ House | 2004-| ]

Sunday, February 17, 2008

geez banana shut your freaking gob,, ok ???

"this is the most magnificent disscarded living room set i have ever seen"

"If I was a flower growing wild and free
All I'd want is you to be my sweet honey bee.
And if I was a tree growing tall and greeen
All I'd want is you to shade me and be my leaves

If I were a flower growing wild and free
All I'd want is you to be my sweet honey bee.
And if I was a tree growing tall and greeen
All I'd want is you to shade me and be my leaves

All I want is you, will you be my bride?
Take me by the hand and stand by my side
All I want is you, will you stay with me?
Hold me in your arms and sway me like the sea.

If you were a river in the mountains tall,
The rumble of your water would be my call.
If you were the winter, I know I'd be the snow
Just as long as you were with me, when the cold winds blow

All I want is you, will you be my bride?
Take me by the hand and stand by my side
All I want is you, will you stay with me?
Hold me in your arms and sway me like the sea.

If you were a wink, I'd be a nod
If you were a seed, well I'd be a pod.
If you were the floor, I'd 've wanna be the rug
And if you were a kiss, I know I'd be a hug

All I want is you, will you be my bride?
Take me by the hand and stand by my side
All I want is you, will you stay with me?
Hold me in your arms and sway me like the sea.

If you were the wood, I'd be the fire.
If you were the love, I'd be the desire.
If you were a castle, I'd be your moat,
And if you were an ocean, I'd learn to float

All I want is you, will you be my bride?
Take me by the hand and stand by my side
All I want is you, will you stay with me?
Hold me in your arms and sway me like the sea"


- Barry Louis Polisar & Juno

[ Juno | 2007| ]

Saturday, January 19, 2008

Kid..., I wouldn't last five minutes leading an outfit like that if i weren't as rotten as hell.



"You ever been to dodge?"


"Yes indeeed. Meanest most beautiful dirty city there ever was.. saloons just overflowing with cattle drivers and road agents, prospectors, gunslingers, gamblers and women..., women will do things to you you'll never forget.."


"They give you disease you'll never forget"


" Money in your pocket in dodge city, you can have everything a man ever wished for...., everything a man comes to need"


- William Evans, Ben Wade, Doc Potter

[ 3:10 to Yuma | 2007 | ]

thats alright, they don't have to be green...



" Before the water touches your land it presides and flows over mine... and as such i can do with it as i fuckin please..., go home and pack up... "

- Glen Hollander

[ 3:10 to Yuma | 2007| ]

Friday, January 18, 2008

Crazy job they gave me !!!



" I am supposed to act like they aren't here..., assuming there's a they at all..
It may just be my imagination...
Whatever it is that is watching..., it not human..., unlike little dark eyed donna...
it doesn't ever blink..
What does a scanner see ?
Into the head ? Down into the heart ?
Does it see into me ?
Into us ?
Clearly or darkly ?
I hope it sees clearly because i can;t any longer see into myself.
I see only murk.
I hope for everyone's sake the scanners do better, because if the scanner sees only darkly the way i do then i am cursed and cursed again and I'll only wind up dead this way, knowing very little and getting that little fragment wrong too"


- Robert Arctor

[ A Scanner Darkly written by Philip K Dick , directed by Richard Linklater | 2006| ]

Saturday, November 17, 2007

dumb name will know my wrath, the wrath of doug



" little boxes on the hillside
little boxes made of ticky tacky
little boxes on the hill side
little boxes all the same
there's a green one and a pink one and a blue one and a yellow one
and they're all made of ticky tacky
and they all look just the same
and the people in the houses all went to the univerisity where they were put in boxes
and they came out all the same
and there's doctors and lawyers and business executives
and they're all made of ticky tacky
and they all look just the same
"


- Quoted From

[ Weeds | 2005 - | ]

Saturday, February 11, 2006

thus spoke the prophet

" I... I want to return this. "

"whats the matter with it ?"

"It just... It just ... We can't just stop.
we are not rocks. Progress, migration, motion, its modernity, its animate.
Its what living things do.
We desire.
Even if what we desire is stillness, its still desire for..
Even if we go faster than we should... we can't wait..
and wait for what ? ...
god....
[BIG THUNDER]
god...
[SMALLER THUNDER]
he isn't coming back.. and even if he did ...
if he ever did come back..
if he ever dared to show his face or whatever in the garden again..
if after all this destruction, if after all this terrible days of this terrible century,
he returned to see how much suffering his abandonment has created,
if all he has to offer is death....
you should sue the bastard...
thats my only contribution to all this theology.
Sue the bastard for walking out....
how dare he ?"



- Prior Walter as the phrophet among the angels

[ Angels in America (tony kushner's play) | 2003| ]

i have emotional problems and took too many pills ..!!

" i am ready for my closeup Mister DeMille..
one wants to move through life with elegance and grace,
blossoming infrequently but with exquisite taste,
and perfect timing,.. like a rare bloom a zebra orchid..
one wants... but one so seldom gets, what one wants, does one?
NO, one does not..
one gets fucked, over
one dies at thirty, robbed of decades of majesty....
fuck this shit.. fuck this shit.....
i look like a corpse.. a corpsette...
oohhh my queen...
you know you have hit rock bottom when even drag is a drag "


- Prior Walter in drag

[ Angels in America| 2003| ]

Wednesday, January 11, 2006

what would my euphemism be ?



" what were doing in new york "

"you know"

"well, no , i don't. what were you? studying ?"

"stripping..... [PAUSE] look at your little eyes!!!"

"i can't see my little eyes..."


- conversation: Alice and Dan

[ Closer |2004 | ]

Monday, October 03, 2005

are you dead ?!?!?!



" pain or damage don't end the world, or despair or fucking beatings. The world ends when you are dead, until then you got more punishment in store, stand it like a man and give some back "

-Al Swearengen

[ Deadwood | 2004- | ]

Thursday, April 21, 2005

once upon a time a monk told me ....

"the river tells no lies, though standing on the shore,
the dishonest man still hears them."

"if u immidiately know that candlelight is fire,
then the meal was cooked a long time ago"

" the universe is vast and we are so small,
there is really only one thing we can ever truly control,
wheather we are good or evil"


- Oma de' Sala

[ Stargate SG-1 | 1997- | ]

Blessed are the forgetful, for they get the better even of their blunders..

" How happy is the blameless vestal's lot!
The world forgetting, by the world forgot.
Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind!
Each pray'r accepted, and each wish resign'd;
"


- quoted from Alexander Pope's poem 'Eloisa to Abelard'
by
Mary


[Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind | 2004 | ]

Friday, March 25, 2005

the leaves drop ...

" memory is a wonderful thing , if u don't have to deal with the past.." - celine

" memory is a wonderful thing , if u don't have to deal with the past.hehehe.. can i put that on a bumper sticker ??." - jesse

- jesse & celine

[ Before Sunset | 2004 | ]

Sunday, March 13, 2005

shoot him ...

" so, you are obviously the big dick and then on the sides of you are your balls.There are two types of balls, there are big brave balls and there are little mincy faggot balls..."

[reply] these are your last words , so make em a prayer ...

"...you know dicks have drive and clarity of vision but they are not clever, they smell pussy and they want a piece of the action and you thought u smelt some good old pussy, and have brought your two little mincy faggot balls along with you for a good old time .. you have got your parties meddled up.. there's no pussy here, jus a *** that will make you wish you were born a woman ..
like a prick you are having second thoughts,
you are shrinking and you two little balls are shrinking with you
and the fact that you have got replica written down the sides of your gun and the fact that i have desert eagle .50 written on the side on mine should precipitate your balls into shrinking along with you presense.... now, fuck off.. "


- Bullet Tooth Tony

[ Snatch | 2000 | ]

Tuesday, February 15, 2005

the ability to let that which does not matter, truly slide

" you are not your job
you are not how much money you have in the bank
you are not the car you drive
you are not the contents of your wallet
you are not your fucking khakis
you are the all singing, all dancing crap of the world
"


- Tyler Durton

[ Fight Club | 1999 | ]

Friday, January 28, 2005

simple man with a simple plan ??

"the voters and i have a love-hate relationship, they know am a bully, they suspect am dishonest, they even think i cheated on my wife but... crime is down,taxes are down, employment.. however is up , meaning income is up .. up .. up .. ,the knights made it to the playoffs, even the ballet is thriving and as for education , we now have the highest literacy rate in the U S of A.
Do you seriously think john and jane Q public give a shit that some drugged out homeboy is gonna get a high school diploma, knowing that their own darlings are going to Yale ???"


- Governor James Devlen

[ OZ @ HBO | 1997 - 2003| ]

Sunday, January 23, 2005

homosexuals are dangerous ...!!

" you got two people, they got the same equipment and they both know how to treat it, how can anybody of the opposite sex compete with that? ... thats how they get ya"

- Officer TryNotToSpeed

[ The L word | 2000- | ]

Sunday, January 16, 2005

"fuck 'em all" money

" You always say, fuck 'em all. well, to do that you need fuck 'em all money "

- George Schiekel

[ Queer as folk | 2000- | ]

Wednesday, December 29, 2004

what is honour, my dear, when you have nothing to eat ?

" The little girl, the daughter, stands leaning up against the coffin, and the poor little thing is so dismal and pensive! And i don't like it, my dear, varenka, when a child gets pensive;its not nice to look at! Some sort of rag doll lies on the floor beside her - she doesn't play; she holds her finger on her lips; stands there, not moving. The landlady gave her a sweet;she took it, but didn't eat it.Its sad, varenka, isn't it? "

- quoted by Makar Devushkin

[ Poor People by FYODOR DOSTOEVSKY | 1846 | ]

Tuesday, December 28, 2004

...fuck this fucking war ...



" It don't matter who did what to whom. Fact is, we went to war an' now there ain't no goin' back... If it's a lie, then we fight on the lie. But we gotta fight. "

- Slim Charles

[ The Wire @ HBO | 2004 | ]

If the Jello gets firm, would I bounce?



" Men pick amazing places for sexual adventure.
The wildest adventure proposed to me was in a bathtub which was full of Jello!
All I could think of, was how many boxes it would take?
What would be the most alluring colour?
The most delicious flavour?
And how could that affect our oral explarations?
If the Jello gets firm, would I bounce? "


- The Herbaliser

[ Sensual woman | 2001 | ]

profoundly bullshit ...


"hypocritical, jealous, guilt ridden, self loathing, sexually frustrated, pseudo intelluctual fags who wished they were straight"

- Brian Kinney

[ Queer as Folk | 2000 - ...| ]